as i turn fifty this year, i see my life is at the culmination of a complete downward spiral. I work for an overseas company (on the brink of imploding), yet my position is isolated as I work from home, and in sales, requiring a constant “happy face”.. and the business is so bad, clients are ignoring me and I have nothing to do all day…. I’ve been searching for a new position for a year, with no luck, I fear my skill set is outdated or irrelevant. I have no friends, live alone, no family, no religious faith. I’ve tried other, entrepreneurial endeavors, but everything seems to fall flat, it seems too much to manage on my own.