I feel very hopeless and stuck! I was in a long (11 year) relationship that ended when he (50yrs.) met a 25 year old and after only one week of knowing each other, were found by me in our bed! He took everything included my car and left me with nothing…..obviously lots of details. I carried on but has been so hard….then my first grandchild was born and after three weeks was accidentally suffocated and amazingly survived but now has special needs and has ended up being raised by myself, and all by myself. I just feel like its never going to be about me or my time as I am always catering so much for others in my life. My family, especially my parents, have never been supportive in any way, always lavishing themselves my whole life and now that they are older they want my help, too! I try to see the good and appreciate what I have, which isnt much….but I cant help but see a dim future. I could use some inspiration as the very least! How can I become more positive nd hopeful about my day to day life as well as the future?